I am at a strange place. There are certain aspects of my life right now that are so incredible. And then there are others that are unfulfilled. Friendships are in transition. I've spoken to a lot of people recently who feel like there's "something in the air" with life.
I've always been a "keep in touch"-er. But at the ripe old age of 28 I'm just getting a little sick of making all the effort. It stinks to see people fall by the wayside. And I want to fight for them to be a part of my life...but you just can't make someone do that. I end up at the end of the day feeling very frustrated and unbalanced.
There are friends from college that I tried to keep in touch with...periodic phone calls (typically voicemails left and unreturned). Now that we're closing in on 6 years out of college I think I'm just a little worn out. Le sigh.
But when do you call it quits? Do you have friendship "break-up" talks? I don't know the formula.
Bottom line, I am very lucky to have some amazing friends in my life. And I think I have more than the average bear that I can count on...there's just a couple voids right now that I'm feeling pretty deeply. Hopefully hurt can be healed and something can be learned through this. But right now...I'm just sad.
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Interesting---that's how I feel about Taylor girls I thought were such good friends.
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