Husbands are smart...repeat after me

So there's this new switch in advertising. Maybe it's been slow. Or maybe it happened overnight. I don't really know. Brian Regan talks about it in his stand-up and that just might be what got me thinking about it originally. Then Cooper started to point it out when we we would watch a commercial (not often really in this DVR age, but it happens).

The switch is this: men are made to look like idiots...most of the time. Have you noticed this? It's in yogurt commercials. "Yeah, I have lost weight--I eat key lime pie, Boston cream pie..." the man says while he is on the phone. His wife looks over from the fridge with an expression that says "You're so dumb" and then literally says to him in a disapproving voice, "honey..." and he hangs up the phone with a guilty expression. There's the vacuum ad where the husband is trying to do something with the blinds on a ladder and starts to fall out the window. Luckily the wife can suck him back in with the end of the vacuum hose! Because she is the wife. And gosh, her husband is stupid! Last night Cooper and I just looked at each other without even having to say anything after a Papa Murphy's commercial. The all-American family is sitting down for a nice dinner outside. Dad is on the grill. And oh my, that grill is just smoking because dear ol' Dad obviously doesn't know what he is doing. He looks just so silly over the charcoal grill. The wife looks over, exasperated. Thank goodness there is Papa Murphy's to come in and save the day as the worker comes up to the table with a fully-cooked (absolutely disgusting-looking) cheeseburger pizza complete with pickles. Yay! The family will be able to eat after all! One more quick camera sweep over to the stupid husband/father and the commercial is done. He is still trying to fan away ALL that smoke.

Honestly it bothers me. It bothers men. Men need to know they are trusted, respected, believed in. It is a hard thing to do sometimes. But it's these little things like advertising (really a BIG thing as it has been proven) that creep into our brains in the moments when we need to stand behind our husbands. Dangerous territory to think that I can handle everything and clean up ALL his mistakes (because oh man, there will be so many according to tv).

Brian Regan's stand-up line is "My husband is SOOOO stupid." And that truly is what these commercials are depicting more often than not. I completely understand that women do many many things around the house just by sheer habit or necessity. But personally, I could not have fixed my own brake pads the other night (thanks, honey!). It might be hard to remember to encourage, but I know I need encouragement and husbands (men in general!) do too. If we all work on showing respect to one another, I think (I hope) this kind of advertising will move on because it won't be funny and it won't sell. I love my men...the furry ones included. :) And I'm thankful for the things that we do for one another. We fill different roles. And both need to be encouraged and supported! :)

In an instant

In our new life in Bend, we have been very active. There is a dog park super close to the house, and it's good for Arthur and for us to go there and walk the trails. A week or two ago, we were at the park and noticed an older gentlemen having some trouble trying to wedge a boulder up off the path with a long pole. Cooper jogged up the hill to where he was and offered to help him. The two of them were able to get that boulder off the path and off to the side where it belonged. We chatted for a few minutes. The gentleman was named Bob and told us he was a volunteer who loved helping out at the park keeping the trails clear and the dogs happy. He had two little dogs with him and I even took a picture of the little one named Foxy because he had the cutest face. Foxy has obviously not been photographed as much as my poor animal because he kept moving and this was the least blurry shot I got of him.

Last week when we went I saw Foxy with a different man. I didn't really think much of it. But when Cooper went this week without me one morning, he told me there was a big tribute sign up about Bob. Apparently he passed away at the park while helping. :( How quickly life can change. It is always a good reminder that we are not guaranteed tomorrow. From our 5 minutes with Bob, I gathered that he loved to serve others and found joy in the simple things in life. That inspired me and will continue to.

Without You I'm just a lump

We woke up this morning with a blanket of snow, more than just the dustings we have been getting randomly. Exciting! :) This however meant my energy level was low all day. All I wanted to do was have a grilled cheese and soup and sit on the couch under a blanket. But there is always work to do, isn't there?

In the afternoon, C and I ran to Starbucks to get out of the house for a minute and got into a spiritual chat (as we like to do). I started rambling about something that has since formed itself into a little metaphor in my brain that I feel like sharing.

There is this part of us as Christians that knows we are not in control. Yes, we make choices with our free will and Lord knows we make mistakes. But at the end of the day with many of these issues we hold in our hands (in our own minds) the anxiety we feel is self-imposed because we are not in control of the outcome.

I started thinking about the potter and the clay. What a beautiful and practical illustration that truly is! I took a ceramics class in college, and I was JUST AWFUL at it. Ha. I had fun with a friend of mine who was also in the class, but the only pot I had to show from that entire semester was misshapen and ugly. My mother still has it, but that is just because she loves me and didn't want to be mean. We both know the truth. I digress. God is the potter. He is more talented than we can ascertain at the artistry of throwing a pot. He knows how much water to put on the wheel to get the clay to the proper consistency. He knows when to mold and shape and smooth his hands on the outside of the clay to make it into the cylinder He desires it to be when it reaches its full potential.

So why then do we as the lump of clay try to help ourselves form something? What can a lump of clay do without the hands of the artist? It is just a lump of clay. It does not even have hands. It can't (no matter how hard it tries) will itself to turn into a beautiful creation.

I don't mean to say that we just sit here and wait for God to do something with us. We work with Him when we feel those powerful hands. But when we yell at the Artist, "No, it's ok--I've got this!" He must just look at us and think "No, you NEED me." Because we do.

M is for Moving

I'm tired of moving. I didn't do much of it for 16 years, but I've made up for that now in adulthood!

The Journey of Me.....

Small beginnings in Muncie, Indiana--only moved when I was 16 temporarily to my grandma's for a couple of years. Then to an apt (sort of) for a minute with my mom before college.

Then it was off to inhabit English Hall at Taylor University for the next 3 1/2 years!  Room 337 was the one I was in sophomore-senior years with a different roommate each year.  Good memories!

The summer after my sophomore year I spent a month living in beautiful Highlands, NC with my buddy Katy.

In 2001, I lived in Englewood, FL for the summer with my friend Jenn and her parents. It was a blast and I enjoyed the better (albeit sweaty!) weather!

In January of 2002 when I was done at TU, I moved to the big city of Atlanta to throw myself into adulthood. Luckily my sister already lived there, and I wasn't too terribly overwhelmed (ok, I pretty much was). We moved twice in Atlanta.

After 2 1/2 years in Atlanta, it was time to spread my wings and explore the mean streets of Hollywood. This proved to be the most substantial move thus far in my life. I grew up abundantly, got a great job (after some not so great ones) that I'm still doing, and went to more concerts than I knew what to do with. I moved 4 times in LA.

In June of 2010 I made the move to the east bay, about 45 minutes outside of San Francisco. It was a rough year and a half honestly. Arthur had his major surgeries (ka-ching, ka-ching!). I got into a groove working a ton as a nanny on top of my assistant work that I did remotely. All in all, it was exhausting! But, Cooper and I took the plunge and got engaged in May 2011 and married on 8/20/11 in Monterey, CA so good things definitely came out of moving to that area. We made some awesome friends (this means you, Joe and Jen!) who we miss already!

And now here we are. Sigh. In beautiful Bend, Oregon. I haven't felt this content in a very long time. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. It feels like I am meant to be here with my guy and my dog. Our house is wonderful (thank God for skype!). We didn't even see it before we got here. Now, that is a RISK...but it worked out wonderfully. We are happy and thankful and easing into a new way of life as Oregonians.

And I hope to not move again for a long long long time. :)

A Current Affair

I have been thinking about friendship as I sit here on this plane heading to Chicago to see my girls for our weekend (obviously, I am not currently sitting on the plane...but this is what I wrote as I was...). I seem to think about this quite often and write about it too, I suppose. But I think friendship is one of the most important gifts we have been given in this life.

True intimacy in relationships doesn't just happen. It takes work...but it can be so incredibly rewarding. Personally, I won't settle for surface relationships. Life is too short to not share who you really are with those you care about.

Our first spring break trip together--1999! Ft Lauderdale, FL

The friends I am headed to see have known me since I was 19. What a difference a decade can make (ok, ok, a decade plus 2)! But what I have learned you HAVE to do to keep that solid connection is that you have to stay CURRENT. Talking about the past, reminiscing, etc. are great, don't get me wrong. But that alone isn't enough to maintain a friendship through the years. You have to know about each other's lives NOW. As people we change daily. Thinking your friends stay exactly the same is completely unrealistic. Look in the emotional mirror and then let your friends fill you in on how they've grown up too.

Moving around like I have, I have had to make new friends quite a bit. When I first moved to LA, it felt as if the people I was meeting played "hard to get." People seemed gun shy or hurt by past friendships and relationships. This made it so much harder to go deeper with people. But one thing being at TU taught me was that community is crucial to life. It makes sense that we protect our hearts, but not at the expense of getting to know people.

Singing Backstreet Boys with complete choreography is a blast. Quoting "10 Things I hate About you"...also fun. But so is just sitting around, getting my girls' input on things I am struggling with. I have friends that I desperately want to be close with, but maybe they don't know how good it can be to be open and share who you are. And that holds us back from really truly connecting. It makes me sad that some people I know haven't let themselves have friendships like the ones I am blessed to have.

All I can say is that it's worth it. Push yourself and realize life can be fulfilling when you have people who know the real you doing life alongside you (even if they are thousands of miles away). So thankful for my friends! Girls, you challenge me and love me. It's priceless to know that I have you in my life.

So, I got married...

and it was awesome! It was just what we pictured and what we wanted. Arthur did an incredible job as our ring bearer. I had no idea how he'd do on sand, but he was a natural! Everything was relaxed and romantic. This new chapter is full of excitement and possibilities, and I'm enjoying all of those feelings! <3

First dance to our song "Inside of Love" on the beach

For the love of music....
The rings :)

Monterey, CA made for a perfect back-drop

The BEST ringbearer ever

Happiness

Officially a family! Very happy about it! :)

fun story from tonight

So tonight, 3 year old E is trying to cram her feet into a pair of too-small cowboy boots while she watches Jeopardy before bed. We all need a pair of boots on for tv viewing in bed, right??

Anyway, she manages to get the left boot on somehow but tells me "My toes are like this" and curls her fist up into a ball. Ya, thought that might happen. She asks for my help getting the other boot on but we can't manage to get it past her ankle properly. Our conversation follows.

E: How old are you?

me: 31

E: When is your birthday?

me: Remember, it's 2 days after yours. February 15th.

E: Oh. how old will you be then?

me: 32

E: do you think when you turn 32 you will be able to get this boot on for me?

Ahhahahahaha. I laughed hysterically and she looked at me as if to say, "Well, do ya?" :)